Blue Christmas
This will indeed be a lonely and hardest Christmas ever. A couple of days ago I just found out that Mr. X will be picking our son up this Friday …
On Loneliness
‘Tis the season to be merry… Not Lonely Yet here I am, typing this with loneliness about to leak from the rim of my sanity. Just when I thought I’ve …
Thank Heaven For Little Boy
My dear dear boy, Watching you sleep oh so peacefully tonight makes me heart swollen with a love that is bigger than anything I ever known. I slowly touched …
From A Thankful Heart
It’s been 3 years… Since I had a ‘proper’ Thanksgiving meals of turkey, green beans casserole topped off with delicious pecan pie and pumpkin pie. Had to cancel my reservation …
When 24 Hours Just Doesn’t Cut It Anymore
I’m still alive…drowning with work but alive… photo credit: geezaweezer These past few weeks have been so overwhelming. All the stress and tensions from staying in the hospital last month …
Two Cultures, One Heart
In my nearly 5 years of being a mother to little dude, a lot has changed. A lot has influenced me in this whole journey of motherhood. From facing motherhood …
Book of Memories
Cried me some happy tears today… Three years ago between moving around between three countries, between trying to work on the marriage, between culture shocks of living in China and …
The Gift of Co-Parenting
Technically co-parenting means: An arrangement in a divorce or separation by which parents share legal and physical custody of a child or children. – from The Free Dictionary That’s the …
I Dreaded Monday
Days of basking in relax moments with my boy is dwindling to an ‘end’ – 1 day left to be exact – ‘end’ of waking up with him curled up …
We Are Enough
Last week was rough. Partially I’m blaming aunt-you-know-who to bring all these emotional trolls came crawling out of my brain. I was sullen and my moods were ugly. Dealing with …